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Wednesday, August 7, 2019

The Post With No Pictures


I’ve been blogging for at least a month so it’s time I write about something super polarizing like abortion, right?

Let’s call “time of death” on my writing career…now. 

For those of you still reading, I’m not aiming to change your views on the topic.  I know better than to do that.  But I have this thought that’s been stuck in my head since the passing of House Bill 314 in Alabama three months ago, and I just want to try writing it out.     

I was raised Catholic and my teachers (many of them nuns) taught me abortion is a sin against God.  No nuance…no debate. 

It never sat comfortably with me that women who were raped must be doubly victimized by carrying a resultant pregnancy to term. 

It also didn’t sit comfortably with me that some women purportedly use abortion as a casual form of birth control or family planning.  (I say “purportedly” only because I’ve never personally known anyone who has.)

And 40 years later, that remains my muddy position on abortion.  Whenever the topic comes up among my friends who identify passionately with one side or the other, I begin to search furtively for the nearest exit. 

My problem is that I love and respect many women who are staunchly pro-life.  I imagine them bristling at my rape example above, because they believe every conception must be protected.  This is not to say they don’t feel for the victim, and they may even advocate on her behalf for counseling and extensive support services.  But they believe the “right to life” surpasses all other considerations.

I also love and respect many women who are staunchly pro-choice.  I imagine them cringing at my use of the word “casual,” because NO woman, they argue, ever makes that gut-wrenching and intensely personal decision casually.  And even if a woman ever did, it was her body and her decision.  Period.

I apologize for using inadvertently offensive terminology, and for presuming to reduce such complex positions to three-sentence summaries.  The truth is, I admire any woman who holds a conviction stronger than my own.

When I taught Freshman Composition, my students were required to write 10-page research papers on a “controversial topic”.  Routinely, about half the class chose the abortion debate.  In their initial drafts, many submitted what I called “middle ground” thesis statements.  I’d sit down with them and try to explain why a strong thesis statement must adopt a definitive stance and a clear point-of-view.  If you can’t choose a side, I’d tell them, pick something else to write about.  

If only they knew what a hypocrite I was. And still am. 

Because despite my spineless position on the topic I’m going to offer a tentative thesis:  What troubles me most about the current debate is an increasing sense that my pro-life and my pro-choice friends are screaming at one another from opposite sides of a fence, without realizing they’re all being stealthily enclosed in the same pen. 

Let me explain.

Remember the dystopian novels we read as schoolchildren, the ones that seemed so farfetched and surreal but now feel eerily prophetic? 

It’s not too difficult to imagine a distant(-ish) future in which abortion is mandated by law. Here’s the scenario: climate change leads to decreased food production and availability, which in turn leads to a government-enforced limited-population policy.  We’ll call this Dystopia “A”:  compulsory abortions in observance with a “one child per family” mandate. 

It’s a little easier to imagine a not-too-distant future when Roe v. Wade is overturned by an increasingly conservative slate of Supreme Court justices.   Dystopia “B”:  No access to legal abortions in the United States of America.   

Now given your own position on the topic, one of those as-yet-fictional scenarios may strike a more chilling chord than the other.  Maybe both are equally horrifying.  But for a moment, consider the outcome most terrifying for someone who thinks differently than you do.  Imagine, in other words, putting yourself in your opponent’s shoes. It goes against our natural instincts, right?  But that’s the key to writing good research papers, and it turns out it’s kind of the key to being a decent human being.

As part of that composition course I used to teach, I required my students use the Rogerian strategy in their papers.  We studied Carl Rogers, a 20th century American psychologist and one of the ten people I’d want around my dining room table for that “if you could invite any ten people living or dead” dinner party.  Rogers believed the most effective means for reducing conflict and advancing civil discourse is to begin by establishing some bit of common ground with your opponent (not by abandoning your position, mind you, but by “acknowledging the partial validity of your opponent’s position”).  It sounds almost quaint nowadays to imagine two people on opposite sides of an argument acknowledging that neither is entirely wrong.  Or stupid.  Or ignorant.  Or a baby-killer or a bible-thumper.   

When it comes to civil discourse, we are woefully out of practice.

But let’s try it, anyway.  Imagine, regardless of your true convictions, that you are unfalteringly pro-life.  (My pro-choice friends whose brains involuntarily autocorrected to “anti-choice,” please work with me for a minute.)

Now, imagine you are pro-life and we are living under the one-child-per-family mandate and you find out you are pregnant.  You already have one child.  The law says you must abort.  How would you feel?

You might be terrified and angry.  You might think, “But this is MY body!” You might choose to break the law, but quickly learn no doctor will put herself at risk to help you.  You might be forced to take medical matters into your own hands and endanger your own life in the process.  And you might wonder how it EVER became the government’s right to decide something like this for you.


Now let’s shift gears.  We’re all pro-choice, for the sake of this argument.  We’re in “Dystopia B.” Roe V Wade was successfully overturned and you are raped and become pregnant.  The law states you must carry the pregnancy to term.  How would you feel?

You might be terrified and angry.  You might think, “But this is MY body!” You might choose to break the law, but quickly learn no doctor will put herself at risk to help you.  You might be forced to take medical matters into your own hands and endanger your own life in the process.  And you might wonder how it EVER became the government’s right to decide something like this for you. 

Right.

Being stripped of your consent and forced to act against your will is terrifying, no matter which side you’re on.  And no matter which way the future tilts, this could be life inside the pen as long as we keep screaming at one another over that fence and drowning out the sound of stakes being hammered into the ground around us. 

I’ll probably lose respect from some of you for my middle-ground position on abortion.  I deserve as much.  But I will say this with conviction:  I am staunchly anti-pen.  I don’t want us to become so distracted by our differences in opinion that we allow anyone to strip us of the right to have one. 

If you have convictions stronger than my own, keep shouting over the fence.  Your voice deserves to be heard.  I'll just be standing here knee-deep in the mud, keeping a watchful eye on the perimeter.  




8 comments:

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    1. Thank you, “Millz.” (I don’t know who you are!)

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  2. I am actually in a similar situation to you in regards to abortion. After looking at my children and helping them grow to "almost maturity", I cannot imagine having an abortion. That said, I've never conceived a child as a result of a rape, nor has my life ever been endangered as a result of a pregnancy. I am extremely thankful for all of that, but unwilling to judge all women who have abortions because I don't know their situations. Unfortunately, I do know one person who voluntarily got pregnant with her partner, then decided to go back to an ex and had an abortion before doing so. She is no longer a friend and I did judge her (and still do) harshly.

    My problem with this issue (and several others) is that it pits the rights of the mother against the rights of the child. Therein lies the rub... (Shameless Skakespear reference - always looking for the A!) If the lack of abortion would kill the mother, I'd prefer her to be able to make her owm decision with her doctor. If she dies giving birth or going through with the pregnancy, I feel that would possibly be more traumatic than the abortion. If she's just looking for an abortion for simple birth control, I feel that is more harmful to the child. When it comes to rape, that's a real tough one because forcing her to have the child could be catastrophic emotionally for both her and the child. Or it may not. She may, by some miracle end up feeling a connection to the child. There is no one perfect answer to this dilemma. So I will continue to listen and talk with others. And pray that they don't overturn Roe v Wade.

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  3. Annnnnddd I spelled Shakespeare wrong. Doh! Sorry for the crazy long response...

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    1. Hey, he spelled it several different ways, including yours! xo

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  4. You really hit the nail on the head here and I thank you for writing this. I plan to use the "I'm anti-pen" argument going forward when confronted with this debate.

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  5. I want to meet the 10 people you would invite to your table. I appreciate the two sides you took and defended what they meant. No one will ever be satisfied with this topic. Thank you.

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  6. I saw him at Toyota Oakdale about 10 years ago. He was wonderful. Entertaining; great clothes; and told many great stories of his career. Loved it. Thank you again Kara.

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